When I am at walmart taking a walk with someone else and my neice, I sometimes let her ride on my shoulders. I hold on to her legs
Whenever I do that people stare at her with blank stares no smile or whatever.
She's only 22 months old(almost 2), and she can run, walk and balance herself and sit upright perfectly.
You know nobody criticizes angelina and brad pitt for carrying Zahara on their shoulders!
So why do people stare?
i hate school, i hate my life, all my family does is yell at me anymore, my friends are all begining to annoy me, i've cried almost non stop for two days. it feels like all the lies i've evet told are begining to blur and i can't see black and white anymore the whole world has just turned grey. i'm losing mt teper at every little thing weather reasionale or not, i almost told my religion teacher to f*** off becuase he told my class to copy down the definitions. i'm afarid to use my only coping technique bc of the outbreak of MRSA in my small town (incase you didn't get that i self injure myself bc it is the only way i know how to deal with my emotions) and i just feel like my life is spirialing out of all controll and sometimes i just want to die until i pinch myself and say its a bad idea...
i have no clue what happening to me anymore...
